Poetry Between Fire and Sol -

Solstice is the Sun
Fire comes from her
He can burn you badly
While the sun only warms you

Solstice is the Goth Mother
Spreading her wings and taking
In all of the writers as her own
Silently sending up good wishes
On the winds along with love.

Do you feel a warm south breeze?
It came from Sols and carries
Her love for her Son the Fire

Warm wishes going up now
for all who read our prose
now lets do our poetry of old
off the top of our heads
let not our writing ideas get cold

Sometimes I wonder
Why my head is so full
Sometimes I ponder
Why I feel like a fool
Other times I laugh
At the mistakes I've made
Other times I cry
At the mistake I've made

But today I sit
In a dazed state
Wondering why
I'm always so busy
I want to write
But people distract me
Then when I get time
Inspiration has left me
I feel so saddened
Though I shall rise
To reclaim my glory
And rewrite history



Be prepared a new chapter is brewing and it'll be sick if I get time to write it properly xD

Towards the skies
Where angels cry
I look at heaven
With saddened eyes
I died last night
But no one knew
The heaven I saw
Was a tainted dream
The streets were paved
With fool's gold rocks
The river of milk
Nothing but puss
A land of misery
Lay in front of me
Is this what God calls luxury?
Huts and hovels
Stood all in a row
With no one home
Nor an item in one
So I walked
Till much later I did see
A field of men
Whipped by angels
A land of slaves
And poverty
Soon one did notice me
Then took flight after me
I ran to hide
To find some time to bide
But failed to match his speed
So down I fell
Into my shackled fate
Never to know joy again
In the land
Where angels cry

There is light up ahead
Where did that come from
When did it appear
Why is it there

This Dark Abyss I have been calling home
is comfortable and dark and cold
and i hide in here very well
I blend in here it is where I belong

Ahhh I see what it is
Reality is trying to break in
And I will not allow it
There can be no RL stuff in my abyss
I created this as a safe haven for me

My mind races millions of miles a minute
in several different directions
look through my eyes into the world
that Solstice has created for her to thrive in

Stardust Clan are ruthless uncaring mean
not manipulative just rogue
intolerant of people in general
Pushing people away so that they
do not feel the pain I feel

the burning
the agony
the pain
is MINE!!!!!

Stay out...

It is agreed
That you can not
Understand that which is me
This tainted soul
Without a home
Or a mate to call his own

It had been said
No one can match
The sins inside my head
To that indeed
I must agree
For it is beyond human capacity

It shall be done
These works of mine
That were never meant for the sun
These calloused words
Of sinful hearts
Cast upon my flame

It can be weaved
From the dreads and silk
That create the images within my dreams
The things that Christians dare not see
And the young at heart
Refuse to believe

It will be recognized
Though years it may take
That we are the Gods within their skies
Who'll never die
But be immortalized
Inside their hearts and souls

It is agreed
We are not the fools
But ingenious writers three
Who'll take the world
Place it on its head
To be crowned the Gods of Writing Three

OMG that was totally awesome Fire!! Absolutely breathtaking.

Frozen words begin to melt
Feelings that I've never felt
Leaving scars upon my arms
Which resulted from her charms
Simple signs of symmetry
From where her knife dug into me
Yet I can't scream in pain
All my motions left in vain
Though I try to run away
My feet force me to stay
I can not save myself
From my own eternal hell
It's like this fire that I feel
Was never meant to heal
Like the darkest symphony
Written for Percephony
It warms the heart but not soul
So can never fill this hole
That I feel inside my heart
Every time that we must part
But my love you're killing me
Your lusts causing me to bleed
So my love I have to say
That today is our last day
I'll bid you one last farewell
With the hopes you burn in hell
For the pain that you have caused
Every bit of me you've wronged
For what was love at first
Is now nothing but a curse
And it won't quit choking me
With it's lustrous brilliancy
But now it can not blind
For my sanity's arrived
And with just one final kiss
Our love shall be dismissed

So perhaps yes I'm insane
But my head it hurts with rage
I can't fill all the holes inside
Created by my pain
So why can't I explain
These suicidal memories
Why can't I escape
Any of my skeletons?

I swear in vain
I am not the beast
You've longed so long to slay
I'm just a friend
That's been misconstrued
And painted as your enemy
Yet I swear that I'm not the same
As in your memory
I have changed
Since that fateful day
This is how I'm going to stay.

So perhaps yes I'm insane
But that's who I am today
I'm not the same demon
You knew before
Not someone who wants to kill
So why can't I hide from the scars
Created by my haunting past?
Why can't I escape
Any of my skeletons?

Through this pain
I try to unlock memories
While I hide scars
From my enemies
You could say its hard not to fall
Into the traps they've laid for me
But I'm not a fool who
Only thinks about his bliss
I care for friends
Who's love I lost to fear
To the bullies who made
Them hide and shun my name in ignorance

So to you
Who shame my name
I have no compromise
This is war
So the fact remains
That I will not be laid to waste!
I will survive
That is no lie!
I will survive,
You can't kill a king!

For all those who deny my rights
And try to lock me in
I point at you and laugh away
Cause I will never fade to black
Fact remains I'm the king of this
Who's throne is here to stay
I won't be tossed or swayed
So give up on your ignorance
I'll continue to surprise the world
And that's the way it's going to stay
I'm not insane
I'm not insane....

A Life Gone By

I remember way back when
When we were hand in hand
We walked down the avenue
And talked of dreams we had
But now that days gone by
While I still wonder why
Where did it go wrong
Was this all my fault?

So long ago it was so simple
Nothing seemed to hold us back
We thought the world was ours
Destiny a tool to control
But as the times flown by
Placing years between our hands
My life's began to fail
And I can't find you

It seems like yesterday
When I held you next to me
Life seemed so simple
We thought we had it made
But cruel fates intervened
To rip you from my arms
Oh what I wouldn't give
For your love again

I remember way back when
When we were hand in hand
We walked down the avenue
And talked of dreams we had
But now that days gone by
While I still wonder why
Where did it go wrong
Was this all my fault?

Tears again. I know better than to try
to hold them back so i just cry
Why do i let myself go down this path
Knowing full well in the aftermath
I will be heart broken and bleeding
Love like a vulture will be feeding
on my heart. my soul, my mind
I just lay there and find
that in the darkness i feel comfort
is it that I am comnfortable with failure?

Fire slowly burns away
That who I was yesterday
Eating away at my sin
All the secrets deep within
The thought passed by
That I might die
Causing sweeping changes
To pass through my ranges
Revamping the landscape
Into a new shape
As death settles
Unto my meadows
To drag me away
On my destined day
As the clock strikes eleven
In the meadows of heaven

Slivers of light
Gleam on the horizon
Foreshadowing dreams
I have yet to see
Though they appear to me
As vulgar lies
My initial disdain
May be my demise
Selfish wants
Breed selfish loathing
Like the the angel that taunts
Me in the dead of the night